In life, we all have different PLOT points set up for us... but we control the SCRIPT!

Laying on my bed...with my fiance laying next to me, sleeping. It's 6 o'oclock in the evening. All I could see from the slightly open curtains is the view from the outside, as if the sky turned into purple and there are my neighbours starting to swith their lights on one by one. . . it's a lovely neighbourhood.

Today is the day that I have proven to myself that you can do ANYTHING if you just put your mind to it. I have pushed myself to the extreme where the amount of work is no longer my enemy, but TIME.

It was a shit load of work. I would just stand up, make coffee....type out, research, listen to music at the same time, just to keep myself awake and not fall asleep. I have been working on that project for so long, if I don't manage to finish it and meet the deadline by 10 o'clock next thing in the morning, I'M DEAD! Meaning all the hardwork and burning midnight oil would just all be a WASTE OF TIME. "I can do it... if I would just plan my timing properly I will manage. Yes that's right". I kept on motivating myself like I was a basketball player and the cheerleader at the same time. I have to. I divided my tasks into sections allocated with the "estimated time" it would take to finish the task. Sometimes I would took faster...but most of the time, it did not happen according to plan. "Whatttt??? Really? You gotta be kidding me!". I looked up and checked the time and my eyes turned red as if I was about to cry when I saw its was 8:00 in the morning. It means I only have 2 hours left to meet deadline. "What now?"....

If I didn't change my attitude from "I'm running out of time' to "I still have plenty"...
If I just have given up and told myself, "Screw this!" and went to sleep instead...
If I just sat there and blame the world, nothing would I have accomplished.

The look in my face when I clicked on ghat PRINT button! It is finally done! I quickly checked the time and the clock smiled at me, "Wow... I'm 15 minutes behind". I still did it! I still completed the almost unimaginable workloads of tasks. I still printed it out and put them in a nice transparent folder. Did I complain? No! I did it... That's how I felt at the time. If I could just be so dedicated like that all the time, I wonder what else I could accomplish in life.....and so could you. We might be dreaming of changing the world we live in. The bad news is, we are stuck in it. The good news? We all have choices.