Wide Awake. . .Dreaming!

It is exactly 4:25am. My eyes and body are already telling me to snog those pillows and send myself to sleep, off to Lala land. But my mind at this moment is fighting off that feeling because my future is currently more important than my sleep. There are so many things going on in my head right now. Plans and things to do to achieve those goals in my head. I'm like a rat racing on a treadmill. . . I keep on running forward and all I ever wanted is to get off as fast as I could, but I'm still stuck in it no matter what. I have my visions in mind and I'm willing to get out there, all i have to do is find a better way for me to get out of the very tiring spinning-disaster!

We all have those visions in our head that we all keep wishing to happen. Mine hasn't changed so much in the past couple of years. To become a Presenter. I have been in a lot of meetings, events and I still am working to get a gig at a famous Entertainment Show. Well, that's it for now. .  A DREAM.

But something kicked me out of my bed and said, "Work On It!" and one of those things that I have to work on was to constantly blog.

I was watching this interview on Vimeo and it was an interview for Miss Earth Eco Project with Miss Philippines 2013. The interviewer was okay but OMG! I am way better presenter than she is (no offence, didn't mean to sound conceited) but she is way ahead of me because SHE IS DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT! She is way better because even though she was not so good at delivering the questions and how to conduct a good interview, at least she went out there and DID IT! I wanna be that person. I wanna be someone who is not scared to try. Someone who goes out there despite possible criticisms. I mean look at me. The presenter may have sucked in the entire interview BUT she inspired me to do something about it! Who knows I'd also inspire someone who badly wants to go after their dream. It's about being fearless and being shameless! I should be the one telling the world, "Fuck it! It's my time to shine!" And I hella should! I have all the training I needed. I must just ACT on it... DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! Why should we always hesitate and think, "...well I'm not a PRO as yet, what if they criticize me?". After all,

PROS were once AMATEURS
and EXPERTS were also just BEGINNERS!

I hope in my later posts, I could post up something about my journey! About a frustrated girl. . .
A frustrated girl who badly is desperate, hungry enough to make all her dreams into a REALITY!